Oh gosh; I should be asleep. I think I am allergic to sleeping every since that Lovi(that is my nickname for a real person...) incident. Not that I wrote about it, but me and Lovi made up. Ahh I was so scared she would leave me forever and I would lose one of my bestest friends.

I am excited! I got Jose to order my Spain wig for me today! I haven't written about it, but this is totally cool. In Boston on December 5th there is gonna be cosplay ice skating...Hetalia style! <3 And me and like...4 other people from school are gonna go. I don't know wny of them except this one girl...but I made her a Hetalia fan...then she made the others. ;__; But I am happy to be going! I'm gonna be Gakuen!Spain (also fun size Spain because I am short...pff..) because it'll be chilly and I am lazy. Also, this is the first thing I'll be doing by myself-ish. From out little group going we have a Sealand, Germany, Vash, and I think England. I have never met anyone from that group up in Boston in person..so I am scared. x'D <3 But at least we will be going up there with the random people from CCRI.

It is totally weird to walk down into the cafeteria..lobby...whatever that is and see random people watching Hetalia, I must admit. xD But I am glad. And the anime club laughed at me when I told them to watch it. Jerks. =3= Speaking of that, we are going on an Anime Club field trip to a doujin store on Friday. I am excited~

Speaking of excited...MY POLAND IS COMING TO ANIME BOSTON! <3 Well, the one I RP with. She lives in Canada and is coming to Boston for her birthday which is coincidentally the same weekend as Anime Boston. I am so excited, as is she~ We are gonna cosplay children's day Lithuania and Poland together. My Rin let me not be Len for one day. This will be so fun! Not to mention England and Ita(yeah, I know...I use too many RP related nicknames here...shhh...) are coming to Anime Boston too from Nebraska! <3 It'll be so fun. And it is gonna be a long lost state-tan sibling reunion! Hahaa, from the Facebook state-tans. Nebraska, Iowa, Massachusetts, Idaho, and Rhode Island all together. :'D Maybe Vermont and Connecticut too....I will laugh if they are all really taller than me. OTL -RPs RI who is really short and is short herself- None of that will be in any related cosplay, of course. But it is the thought in our heads that counts~ <3

...I should really sleep now for real.

I am not one to emo, but I really need to get this off my chest.

I don't know why, but I am super depressed all of a sudden and I really wish it'd go away. I just got thinking about things in my life and then looked up some stuff on people who were supposed to be my friends...and I dunno.

For one thing, I hope none of them ever find this. Well...not that it would matter considering we never talk really.

My old best friend moved away from school and doesn't speak with me anymore. I have ranted about this before I am sure, that while she left and we were still talking, she proceeded to ruin my relationship with one of my other best friends, and she didn't even get what she wanted. All anyone got was that I lost 2 best friends. When she comes back to Rhode Island, she doesn't even tell me. Not anything, so there isn't much to talk about...

Then there is my other friend that I feel I lost. Well, it isn't even a feeling. This is the 2nd friend mentioned above. When I met him, he was just your average kid. You know...normal? Now he dresses in all black and has gross scene hair and is a scene emo kid who only hangs around with other scene emo mall rats. The last two times I saw him, he could spare me two words. Well, the most recent he didn't even talk to me. The other time he talked to me for a minute then left me sitting alone in the food court so he could sit with the other scene kids a few tables over. And apparently he smokes now? Gross. I'm pretty much embarrassed to be seen with you know half the time. I don't care when people change, I did so myself...but not for the worse. I can see the real you under there in those camwhore pics. Under all the eyeliner, hair dye, ugly clothes...my best friend is still there, isn't he...?

At least my best friend of...is it 15 years now..? is still there.

I still can't pick a major for my next college. My father asks me nearly everyday and I just don't know. Asking doesn't help. He thinks I do nothing, but I really try hard in my own way. Maybe not the way he wants, but I try, I really do. It is hard. It isn't like he'd understand, as cliche emo journal as that sounds. He never went to college and never had to chose a major, everything was there for him and he started when he was young. I can't even pick where to go to school. I hardly ever leave Rhode Island. Rhode Island is teeny tiny...hell, my adventures outside Warwick are slim! I don't want to go to school in some random state and hate it there because I have left New England 2 times in my life. Canada was still an option for me, really. I always joked about it...but I really liked the idea. I know some people there and would love to start where I semi-know people, you know? And my friend was going to let me stay at her home for a week in December. But it seems that won't work. Now they just want me to go there and not do my original plan of going. I don't want to go anymore. He tells me he supports me travelling...but then doesn't seem to. Not to mention the fact he mentioned it to my Mom. None of this is going according to plan. And he acts like I am stupid when talking about these things. I am not 2, you know. I just don't wanna go to RIC or URI like every single other Rhode Islander...but can my heart really bear to leave this tiny place that has been my home nearly my whole life...?

This'll seem jumpy, but whatever...I have been trying to make friends at school since the ones I have aren't cutting it. I attend club meetings, I hang around, I talk to people...and all I get is better aquaintances and/or really creepy stalker fanboys. Some fanboys aren't too bad, and it is flattering , but it gets..annoying. I met one fun girl. Got her to like Hetalia. But still...not any people I can really call my friends. I don't understand...I have been happy because for once in my life I am getting lots of public attention, more than before. People remember me. They say hi and use that nickname from high school Wayne introduced them to, KK...though they joke with KKK but hey, they remember me. This is going to sound horrible really...but...people now tell me I am pretty, cute, adorable, and other nice things that people normally never said to me before! But at the same time, as much as meeting people randomly and getting confidence boosters, I hardly have many friends because they all went poof in various ways; as stated above.

Even some of my online friends disappeared. Once I could talk to for hours and hours I can barely hold a conversation with anymore. Me and Lovi always seem to fight lately. She blames it on herself as always, but I don't know what it is. Sometimes I have to leave the computer all together because I get so angry over things. But that just isn't my personality people see...so I rarely tell people. Or I just rant to the same people and fear I bother them. I used to be on Skype 24/7 for the group chat of the Hetalia Facebook RP...and I don't even log in anymore. I feel so disconnected from them all but love them dearly all the same...as I hope they still love their Spain...

I have been so blah lately that I can't even RP right...I have never been one to keep up with all my accounts or wall posts...but Spain and Alex (Rhode Island OC ahurhur) have been suffering personality issues...or lack of doing anything from it. This also makes me feel more disconnected from everyone. So it is a neverending circle of....lame? Hahaa. -fails-

I just don't know what to do with myself over all these things that have been bothering me lately.

Okay, I will say some happier things now...or try! I have had so much bad luck lately!

I got my Len commissioned cosplay in the mail! And Erica got her Rin. Her wig is missing in the mail...it should have arrived by now! Mine came already and it is fun. We had mini photoshoots or...acted like idiots. I waved to people on the highway dressed like that. And we wanted to go get Del's but I was too chicken. x'D That day though I broke part of my pants and one the buttons on my arm warmers went missing. Q___Q Good thing it came with extra. I gotta fix the pants now and sew on a new button. Good thing it came with extras. And I'll re-enforce the rest while I am at it.

Some pictures of me playing around under here:
( There's really not much difference, your life and the elevator. )

I still need a wig cap because I have too much hair and it keeps it from staying on my head right...and I need headphones and shoes and all that fun stuff but there is plenty of time before Anime Boston! This was just to play with, ahahaa.

Also, randomly, I am angry at those Hetalia storyboard books I lost the auctions for on eBay. Q____Q I was so close and they were like, so cheap. So now I am bidding on a Len figurine to make myself feel better. 4 days left..if I don't win, I will be sad sad. Bawww this is like Neopets auctions all over again! -emo emo- I was so bad at those.

Oooh and Hetalia Day is the 24th. I actually found other people in Rhode Island! Hopefully I can get the day off of work or whatever because that'll be totally lame to have to go after. -lazylazy-

Ahhh~ And on the 10th I stayed in Connecticut and saw the Jonas Brothers at Mohegan Sun! 3rd concert, woo~ That arena sucked though. And balcony seats...nooo. Too high. Thought I was gonna fall down and die. Epic concert though. Teletubbies and random drunk guy on stage made it that way. And I was filming both! <3 Nick was sick apparantly, and Kevin gave a cute speech on true love since he is getting married and bawww. So much fun. Grammy even came this time! We got to cut in line because of her wheelchair. Fufufufu~ That saved like, an hour in line to get into the venue. And I got yelled at by casino guys. 8D OH AND SPEAKING OF JONAS....that new Bounce video made my day the other day. Pfffff I mean really!

Okay, this is like....wayyyyyyyyy to big. I will shut up now. And try not to cry anymore. x'D <3

So I haven't updated this in quite a while now.
Not that anyone reads, but it is a good time to update, I suppose! So I can rant here instead of annoying real people with my problems. :'D

Summer is almost over and I feel like I have done nothing. But the thing is that I did do things. I went to a Jonas Brothers concert, trip to New Hampshire, Conneticon. Ummm...just stuff! I dunno why I feel like I didn't do anything then. Maybe because I did all those things in the same few weeks? Ahahaa.

I totally had fun at the Jonas Brothers concert. Our seats were amazing, I was so happy I ended up keeping that set.I could see their facial expressions and wahhh it was so good. Unfortunately I nearly had no camera! Luckily my Grandmother saved the day! Then the camera cars had a problem, but ah, I got that all sorted out! We got sprayed with the white foam. Pffff. It totally ruined my hairdo though! Thanks guys. Oh! And Joe Jonas was right below where I was when Jordin Sparks was on stage! It was so cool! Definatly best concert I have been to~ The circle stage worked better than expected!

The trip to NH was fun too! I never really leave RI much so it was...different. There were so many trees! Ahahaa. And we were in a cabin in the middle of no where. I had no phone signal. D: -was sad- We visited lots of fun places and saw lots of pretty things! Ahhh waterfalls and mountains...it was really beautiful! I got some nice pictures. I went with Erica and her family, since they were nice enough to invite me! <33 I don't know how my aunt lives in a place like that though.

Conneticon was fun as well! I was nervous because we actually drove to Hartford by ourselves, and I know that Richard gets lost easy. Luckily we made it there and back fine! That con was a lot smaller than Anime Boston, but it made it nice! Since we went there the first day, I got a chance to get lots of fun merchandise! And the art place was fun. I go soo many Hetalia things! Including plushies! Wahh! <33 I was so excited. And I actually asked for pictures of cosplayers, though it makes me feel like a creeper. I was mad that I had to miss the Hetalia panel though. That was the only panel I wanted ot go to all day. Baww. It was still amazing, and I can't wait to go to another con~ I wonder what the next one is~

It seems that I didn't finish what I needed to this summer for school. Everyone is gonna be mad...when they find out. They don't know yet. Hopefully they never will. I just want this week, maybe the next too, to be over with so I can stop being so stressed and be myself again. I am sick of this feeling! D:

I am also annoyed with my friends. I told you LJ, this one event would ruin a friendship with one person. But now it seems to have ruined my friendship with two. How selfish. I hope you are happy. I don't care that much...but every once in a while it gets to me. Oh, and you still have my Pokemon game. : |


I have a dentist appointment tomorrow with the orthadontist. I am supposed to be seeing if I can really get my braces off! It has been 14 months now, so I must be able too! Plus he said I only had a few little things were gonna be done. So I can't wait! It'll be nice to...you know, not have them. But I am scared that when they take them off, my teeth will fall off! Ahaha, stupid, I know, I know.

Okay, I will shut up now. Pfff.

So I did end up going to Anime Boston! <3 I had sooo much fun! That was the first con I ever went to and I was amazed. D:
I stalked Hetalia characters all day.I felt like such a creeper but ahaha I couldn't resist.

And I met Alfred from the Facebook RP! I gave her a chibi Alfred as a token of my lurrrrve.
I met someone who I talk to on FB. She was dressed as Spain and I got to hug her. Ahaha <3

My favorite memory was my meeting with Italy and Russia in the girl's bathroom. xD

I took like, no pictures of anything though. D:

( click meee )

I felt totally awkward talking to random people. We all want to go to Connecticon in the summer so we decided we need to cosplay. Then it'll be less awkward. I must do Hetalia cosplay. xD

The end! <333

LALALAA SCHOOL ENDED.
I GOT STRAIGHT A'S
o__o

Okay, well, I got an IC in my math lab and I gotta finish during the summer. No big deal! 
-happy happy-

Facebook APH RP is still eating my sooooulll. Me and Lovino are engaged again and he gave me a kitten named Chiquita. 
Pffff.

Ahhh I might go to Anime Boston for at least 1 day this weekend! I am excited! I have never been to a convention before and well, I have wanted to for 5 years. Since my OTHER FRIENDS BAILED WAY BACK IN FEBRUARY these are last minute plans so I like, have work this weekend...fff...
I am still excited! I heard about a Hetalia meetup thing! Oh...I want to meet Hetalia fans IRL so bad. Oh but I wanted to cosplay as Lithuania. Boo.

Ahhh I am bored now bye.

....
¿Por quuuuuuuuuué? ¿Por qué haces esto? Todos ustedes.
First one. Now two.
You make my feelings for me own friend go away. Back off. Please?
You are breaking my heart.
Slowly but surely.
Wonder why we don't talk much anymore?
I shouldn't even be tying this incase one of you ever reads it.


Ah, in other news, I got new headphones since I broke mine. Why are the so expensive?!
But they are pink. And my iPod is green. Therefore, it looks like a watermelon. <3

Oh, Jose got me Hetalia volume 1 off ebay. Sure I can't read it, but I SURE AM EXCITED!

My computer is blowing out lots of hot air. I need to figure out how to clean it...

Okay, so I totally switched around all my icons and everything...so now I am confused. Wah, that is okie dokie. And I got a new layout. Ohohoho, spiffy.

I really didn't have anything to write about honestly. Lets think now, shall we?

I want my bed back. Last night I actually got to sleep alone with no Jenna or Cameron there. It felt so nice to be able to stretch out~ ahhhh. And their rooms are almost done now, so they can go back. Ahaha. -is excited- Then I will also have the floor room in my bedroom back!

I need to see 17 Again and the Hannah Montana movie. Not only does 17 Again actually look decent, but it has Zac Efron in it. Come on. And Hannah Montana movie..well, I just need to see that. -thinks- I am also supposed to go out to breakfast with Erica this week sometime. I am too lazy to wake up earlyyyy. But I do enjoy breakfast.

Oh! I registered for school. I got everything I needed but Geology is being stupid only being available in the day. And not just one day. Like, totally 4 days. Urgh. And I decided to take Spanish for my language. I figure that since next semester will be difficult, I can take Spanish, which I already know lots of, and it'll be easier for me. I HOPE. lol.

Also, I seem to be failing to go on all the sites I normally would. Facebook Hetalia RP is eating my brain. I got into a pirate fight with England and like..shot him..and got stabbed. It was pretty intense.

 ....So like, today I was totally going to plan out my classes for next semester and realized I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO TAKE. And registration starts the 13th. FML.
I need...English 1005...another math over 1000 level...College Writing (which I can't take until I take until I take the first English.)..some sciences..2 I think. Then art and language things x 2. I am thinking Spanish or Italian. I have already taken 3 years Spanish...time for new language or keep going?! ...or just take art. College art sounds boring. And too naked. But FFFF I don't know what my computer classes counted for...and my extra history...and 2 english classes. I.NEED.ADVISOR.NOW. -is calling tomorrow before she dies of stress- I am freaking out. I only have 1 more year to do this...and find a new college and major.

WHATEVER. SO RIGHT NOW...
I was sitting leaning against my bed. Giggling at Hetalia anon meme. And I glance to my left. And on my bed is A HUGE MOTHEREFFING SPIDER STARING AT ME. Now, I an scared of spiders...but this thing was like Godzilla. And it was IN my bed. So I turn on all the lights, grab a pair of my brother's boots, and stare at it. I couldn't possibly smoosh it on my blanket. So it goes to the part where my matress it showing...so I WHACK it. And it falls on the floor. I try to smoosh it and miss. So I do it again with all my strength and get it...HALFWAY. So I like...hit it again...and stare at the nasty big body....I was freaking out. So I had to put it on 2 papers and throw it away. I wanted to cry. 'effing spiders.
Now I feel all itchy and paranoid.  -glances around nervously-

And I totally forgot about my Rape of Nanking essay because of this incident. 2 pages left, bby.
That test I was freaking out about in history; I ended up getting a 94! LOL. I am a good historian, y/y?
History makes me feel bad for China, aru. Well, the real country.

I seem to have gotten sick...COOL. I never get sick.

I think I feel like this.

Well said, Alfred!
-thumbs up-

Test tomorrow. Must do 5 essay outlines and over 30 definitions that I have been working on over all week! And this is all just so I can study it. Waaahhh...too much. This section I totally don't remember lots. At least it is only on China and Japan. -sighs-
And I failed another math test by like, 4 points the other day after working 2 1/2 hours on it. I hope I can get an IC if I manage to not do this. @_@
So yes, that is stressing me out too.
And I should read some more Taming of the Shrew...but that is all good. I can deal with not reading then we go over it in class!

And I keep staying up really late by accident...I love talking to people. And watching things at night. And RPing. Being Lithuania and Spain is so fun! I didn't think it would be. Hahaa.
Luckily I am rather good at balancing school and playtime...normally.'

Hahaa I wanted to say something spiffy here, but I forgeeeeet.
¿Qué estoy hablando?
No tengo ni idea.
BTW I wanna practice my Spanish because I love being able to know what people are saying.

I FINALLY GOT TICKETS FOR THE JONAS BROTHERS THIS SUMMER! <3
The July 18th show though, not the 17th...oh well! I have never acutally gotten up for a presale before and it was c-r-a-z-y.
We ended up getting 2 pairs of tickets...and sold the other set already!
Loge 9 row 7! <3
;_; Amazing.

Team Jonas was being el stupido though so it took longer and blahblah.

I went to the dentist Monday, and I STILL cannot eat normal food yet and it is annoying me. I have to survive off chicken noodle soup, ramen, yogurt, and pudding. -emos- At least my Mom bought some chicken and stars soup! LOL I love that one; it is so cute.

Oh and I got the beeeest ringtone. Romano's tomato song! So I can hear it whenever my phone rings. :'D

I got a 105 on my Shakespeare midterm....I was shocked! Then I went and failed another math test by accident. That lady HAS to think I am an idiot. Hahaa..

Well, I am odd to do definitions about Asia stuff for class.

OH GOSH.

So like, today I was supposed to go see Sarah at the airport before she flew away. And Tom was supposed to get me at 11. The night before when he dropped off cookies at my house, he said he'd text me at 10:30....but he didn't. I woke up late because I am kewl..but he apparently woke up later than me...so I texted him going "heyhey youyou! You didn't text me!" and he was like freaking out because my text just woke him up and it was LATE. We live a few streets from one another....but we still had to go get Nathan. Who lives on the OTHER SIDE of TF Greene...so yeah...he was like oh I can't make it we can't go so I was like WTF. I hadn't seen her all of her break due to stupid reasons.
So he picked me up, we went really fast to get Nathan, almost hit some old ladies...and stuuuuffs. On the way to the airport, Nathan was sliding around in the backseat (MOST.HILARIOUS.THING.EVER.) We run inside...and find Sarah standing there about to go up the escalator! So we all hug and group hug and then she had to go..and...blah.

We then decided to go to Dunkin Donuts.
PFFF weird time.
We scared some old man out. Like, he was sitting next to us...and went to the seat outside. Then was CREEPING AROUND THE SIGN AT ME. OMG. Then some creepy girls came in and kept staring and checking one of us out, Tom said. Hahaa. (BTW strawberry frosted donut with rainbow sprinkles is amazing.)
So we go outside to go in the car...Tom's keys are locked in the car...with the car on. LOL
So he ran all the way home to get a spare key. Me and Nathan waited by the car! Saw Popeye the sailor man!!
After dropping off Nathan safely at home, nearly dying, more sliding in the backseat...me and Tom went to Walmart....did you know they really DO sell guns?! HAHAA


Tomorrow is the presale for the Jonas Brothers World Tour 2009! &$#@(#@*()#@ SO EXCITED
My Grandma says she'll try to get us some again...last time she said that, she got us awesome seats...so I am praying for good ones this time! <333

So it wasn't all a misunderstanding?
Why would you lead me to think that...? -sighs-
My heart just broke a bit.

I feel like such a jerk. Such a big idiot who needs to stop.
I can't change it though...my brain will never approve.
Since this I have just grown apart from one of the people I care about most.
Why...why is this happening?

I just need to put on a happy face and suck it up.
meh.

Situations like this never work in movies.
If I am going my movies then am I still the annoying character who needs to lay off?
I only tell my opinion to one side.
@^#*^&$

I'm home.
Finally...home.
So what if half my house is still covered in plastic and missing pieces...it is good to be back! <3

I feel bad. My Papa called and said he is lonely and wants us to move in...d'aww.

I too a math test today. On fractions. That like...a 6th grader could do. Fractions have always been my one major math weakness...which is why I placed into that class anyways. Hahaaa. But I failed. And have to try again. Oh darn. Maybe Tuesday before Asian Civ. It was just stupid mistakes anyways...wish me luck for next time!

I wanna go home.
I haven't been there in a week now! We are getting our bathroom redone and it was supposed to be from Wednesday to Sunday...well, now it is Tuesday and they still aren't done. Blah. I was at my friend Erica's house for 3 days and 2 nights. she has cats. I am very allergic and had to take medicine the whole time..and I was still itchy. Then we went to my Grandma's up in Massachusetts for a few days. I secretly missed 2 days of work. LOD seemed mad... ;;;
We went to the North Shore Mall up there and daaang it was big! Not as big as Providence Place or anything, but had all of the cool stores from there. My Grandma was nice and gave us each 30 dollars. <3 I got 2 adorable shirts. I found the coolest shoes! Converse with the UK flag on them..sounds lame, but it is hard to explain and they were cooool! I don't really wear red or blue though so they are useless to me. xD

Oh! But where was I...oh yes! Now I am at my Nana and Papa's house. My Nana is in S. Carolina at the moment though, so we all sleep in her bed..by all I mean 4 of us. (then my Dad sleeps on the couch) I can never sleep and blah. Then I am home alone here all day. all of the wireless internet signals my laptop gets are passworded so I have to use their computer. Even with deleting the history I hate doing things on here. I am not caught up on things in the hetalia community, my DA, or anything. Blah. I also feel bad eating food when here, so I am starving. I think I am getting a headache, eww.

I have a test in Eastern Civ. tonight. Gotta study my Chinese words and some Confucianism stuffs! Poor Korea. We did a whole chapter on it and he didn't even put it on the test.
I never thought I'd say this, but I wanna go back to Western Civs. LOL irony.

Speaking of school..the other day I realized that I STILL don't know what I want to major in for life. Darn. I am running out of time it seems. So I was looking on collegeboard but I can't find any nice ones without knowing my major. Some school in Canada came up on my list. Is Canada nice? Hahaa.
How about I go be a Ufologist or Demonologist like I always joke about?

I found a flyer at school about a program where you can go to Italy in the summer for 1 - 3 weeks. You go do a bunch of fun things and take classes. No prior knowledge of Italian is needed. You can go and take Italian 1 if you want, and it is a 3 credit course. Unfortunately it is 2,300-ish dollars for 1 week to 2,700-ish dollars for 3 weeks. Plus you have to pay for your class. I want to do it really bad. I don't have enough money and I don't think my parents would ever do that. Makes me sad.

Last night I had to go to a boy scouts pasta dinner. We brought Nathan since we had an extra ticket since my Dad couldn't go. Discussed some things about a certain situation in life. Felt a bit better; and like a jerk. We went back to my house and I dressed him like a...rainbow heart palm tree...thing. Fun! <3

Well, I'm done complaining. I'm off to go write about junzi.

 So my laptop died today.
My poor baby! <33
And it was one of those things that hardly anyone knows how to fix so I couldn't do it myself! I was having am amazing day before that...today was sipposed ot be my day off! D:
Took like, 6 hours to fix. I had to do a system restore. Everything I had was gone but luckily I managed to transfer everything to one of our other computer via flash drive. That itself too 2 hours! Gah. I did it though.

My new MSN I downloaded is like, super cool and funky. Like woah I love it.
I have no music in this computer so I have to use my iPod while in front of the computer. Feels weird!

On the happy side, me, my Mom, and Cameron went ot the Hometown Buffet today! Oh, I ate so much. It was sooo yummy! We have all wanted to go there for such a long time and finally got around to it...and my Dad paid! Ahahaa. I love that place. So much. 

I wish I didn't have work tomorrow! Today was my day off and I wasted it. So now I don't feel like sleeping. lol
And I have work tomorrow 3:30 - 8:30! Awww. I wanted to re-transfer everything into the laptop. And I have a cute picture of China that I wanted to color...I even have new markers, aru!  D:

My past few days really haven't been that good. I haven't been legit sad in a while now. Like, a year. wtf.
Urgh don't let it come back. Stupid....things.
Bad luck. Ahahaa.

Oh, I just remembered I need to buy a copy of Romeo and Juliet for english...

 I got this spiffy new layout.
Very pink.

My other one was annoying!
Darn that Alice in Wonderland.
-shakes fist-

I decided that LJ was kinda cool again. Kinda.
But I have no friends on here. And ANOTHER LAME NAME.
Oh, I am so lonely on this site.   ;;;;

Maybe I can make friends in some communities. Cool.

EDIT: @^#%@^ I broke my My Pictures folder. I hate life. Hahaaa..

I feel like something is wrong.
But I dunno what. ;;;
I can't put my finger on it...hrm.

2nd semester started.
Got all boring classes. When I say boring I mean it. I won't go into explanation because I'll start LOLing. For real!
Wayne is on a vacation so isn't at school to hang out with. After much hardships, Toby was able to come back to school this semester, so I have him and I am not completely lonely! My first week neither were there so it was like...booooring and my laptop was my BFFL.

I kinda want another new LJ because this name is stuuuupid. Like, seriously. Just because it involves waffles does not mean it is cool, kids.

Urgh.
This is going to be a busy few weeks.
Tests, essays, funerals, projects, work, deadlines, and such.

I am kinda annoyed. I won't type why though incase someone finds my LJ. Juuuuust what I need. :D
But yeah.

I got to see Varsity Fanclub the other day! And I was one row away! And I got a meet and greet with pictures!! And autographs.  They invited everyone to a haunted house with them after but I couldn't go. Boo. Oh well, it was absolutely amazing. And I love them. Lovelovelove. <3
I was so excited and fangirling. Too bad I ended up having to go alone. Ahahaaa, oh well.

I met a nice boy the other day! All because I commented on a youtube video. Ahahaa. Internet.
A little too touchy feely, but he's nice....and was holding a lolita outfit when I met him. Funny thing is when I got my tarot cards read at the after prom extravaganza earlier this year, she made predictions. And everything has come true so far. Seriously, that was in it! I would explain but I am too lazy.

1.  

lolthereisarandomnumber1underthistext.
I wanna remember what else that lady said but I can't.
Boooo.

Speaking of "Boo". I had to work on Halloween. How lame was that?! So I get no candy and didn't get to see random kids come to my doooor. I like to do that. I actually wanted to go watch movies with my friends or something. But nooo. -_-

Today Jenna walks through the door looks at me, and goes "Caitlin! What are you wearing? You look like the girl from Juno! Seriously. I'm gonna go get a picture." What the heck. Hahaa.

I'm addicted to the song Love Story by Taylor Swift. It is A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! And the video is just...great. I love it. As a matter of fact, I'm listening to it right now.

Today I was in Target, not working, looking. Woah. 30%off all school supplies! You know what that means? DISCOUNTED HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL AND CAMP ROCK STUFF! woo! I got High School Musical pens, Camp Rock pens, Camp Rock pencil set with erasers and stuff, a Troy Bolton folder, and a High School Musical notebook. You are jealous, right? I bought Jenna a folder with Corbin on it, just for laughs and she threw it at me. Hahaa!

I need to get tickets to an advanced screening of High School Musical 3. I wanna go see it at midnight. It'll be amazing!
And I need to get tickets to that Push Play concert in Boston on October 19th...hrm.

I feel like watching CSI, but it isn't on. Meh. I keep watching UFO shows and I get freaked out. Ah, the wonders of being home alone.

I wanted to write something cool here, but I forget so bye byes for now~

okay, I haven't posted here in forever. for real.

I was sitting here studying for a psychology test when I remembered that my teacher said people who write in a journal of any kind have more open, better feelings, etc. So I thought of my abandoned livejournal.

I like this site because I can look back on things that were going on. It is pretty funky. And it makes me hate myself sometimes for being so stupid! Hahaa.


Soooo. Right now my life basically consists of:
-school
-work
-learning to drive
-interneting

I am home all alone in the day time! Since my Mom got a job as a teacher's assistant. So I go driving with my Nana, clean the house, and do homework. I must say that I enjoy it. Only bad part is everyone is home at night when I have work or school. So some days I don't even get to see certain family members. It feels strange.

I bought myself an iPod nano. Since when I am stuck in random places full of work and school music is one of the only things that can keep me feeling carefree if that is the word, when I am doing not so fun things. The other day I had to sit in from of CCRI for an hour so I was sitting ona bench watching Hannah Montana on it. Bwahahaa.

Oooo! Yesterday I bought this scarf...that is the exact one Kevin Jonas wore a bunch of times. I'm lame.

But isn't it amazing? Even though I don't wear those....and yes, I am wearing a Target uniform. Heh. I don't change after work.


I need to go make some new best buddies. I mean, I love the ones I have now. But then since Sarah moved away...I feel like I am lacking in that department. Especially since my other best friends..well, one is still in high school, so it makes it hard to hang out when I am always busy at night, and the other doesn't want to do things half the time, and also can't drive...like me. So there is no where to go. Blah.

btw. I know no one reads my journal (good) but add me on facebook or myspace. I love them both now....

So yeah, I'm gonna go study more. See 'ya. :D